birthday nya ngaun… gusto ko sana xang sunduin pro malabo… ndi nga nagrereply sa mga txt ko eh… ngaun din ung schedule ng supposed to be operation nya… ndi ko lang alam kung naging ok ung result sugar level nya… un ung tinatanong ko sa kanya kanina pro ndi xa nagrereply…. but i hope na sana ok…

talagang nawindang ako dun sa mga nabasa ko kanina, anyway, still safe.. Gusto ko nang kumilos pro eto nnman ung pumipigil sa kin na nagsasabing magantay ka muna…. but in the other is telling me to go… oh God…. kikilos na po ba ako or wait pa po??

naman, mayroon na kung ano sa paa nya at kailngan p ata nyang operahan.. wag nmn sana… anyway, through this, i can show or make her feel that i care about her. buti na lang may nagsabi sa kin na ooperahan xa… and im happy that nagrereply xa sa mga text ko regarding her condition.

Lord, i want to thank you for the another opportunity that You have given me to be with her. 

i hope that i would be given again another opportunity to be with her.. i hope..

As much as i want to tell her what o feel for her… greater is my want to follow His will.. and that is my problem… is she the one???

prayers… more prayers..

gusto q sana xang samahan kanina un nga lang, may pasok p q. ang nagawa q n lang eh ang magtxt sa kanya…. “ingat k sa pagluwas mo”… i wasnt expecting a reply. but when i was about to leave for work she texted me back “D2 n po q s b.hauz…”. by just that, i felt great.. eventhough im not asking, she told me me that she arrived safely at her boarding house. and i hope na sana masundan p to…  

i hope that somehow she feels that i care for her even if i am not always around.